“This is how we know that we love the children of God: by loving God and carrying out his commands.” 1 John 5:2
Hujambo!
11.27.2009 by beth ann
the journey begins...
11.24.2009 by beth ann
Its official. The countdown is over. I am going to Africa!
My God is cool
11.16.2009 by beth ann
This past week I was out running errands for the upcoming golf tournament this weekend, and I called a dear friend of mine, Jennifer Connelly, to ask her advice/ run something by her. Jennifer has actually been helping me fundraise- giving me ideas- helping me organize several events. I began keeping her beautiful children when I was in High School and have always admired her and how she has raised her family. This past August we realized we had something in common- a call to Africa. The Connelly family is in the process of adopting a baby boy from Ethiopia. I know that this has been on her mind for quite sometime, and I admire her ability to step out on faith, to face the obstacles of adopting in order to bring a child into their loving home. And I can’t wait to babysit- to hold and to love another Connelly kid. (check out my links to The Connelly Adoption Story as well as 2loveorphans.com)
When I met up with Jennifer last Wednesday she was running errands, and she mentioned that a couple from Uganda was actually in town. Her children’s school is partnering with a school in Uganda to help provide sponsors and support for those children and teachers in need. So I jumped in the car and went to meet these wonderful people! Neither Jennifer nor I had planned this meeting, but God was allowing our paths to cross. As soon as I walked up Jennifer explained that I would be leaving for Uganda in a matter of days. They immediately embraced me- thanked me- and within two minutes (not knowing who I was or where I came from) asked me to spend Christmas with their family. They had given me a way to reach them if I needed anything at all….and they meant it. It’s comforting to have a family waiting for me on the other side of the world. My God is cool.
The golf tournament came. I was nervous about the weather, if I would have enough teams, if people would have a good time, if I would make any money. Well the weather couldn’t have been any more perfect. I had my family and friends show up to help (at 7 am!) And I had all my teams and more! At the end of the tournament I was counting and hoping that I had reached my goal of $1200. (this was the amount I needed to send to AIM in order to be financial cleared for my trip) I didn’t reach my goal….instead I went well above my goal! With several generous donations to add I made about $2000! My God is cool.
We simply can’t do it alone. When you hand it over to Him, it is amazing to see how everything falls into place. When you step out in faith, He will provide a way. He is that cool.
fundraising
11.05.2009 by beth ann
Thank you to all who have purchased a t-shirt to help send me to Africa! I picked up the shirts Saturday Oct. 31, and by Monday I was filling out an order form to purchase more. pretty cool. Thank you to my church family and youth group at Jackson FUMC for buying me out. Thank you to all my beautiful Phi Mu sisters for your continued love and support:) Thank you Mom and Dad for helping me throw together a yard sale this Saturday (Nov. 7th at First Christian Church Shelbyville) and a golf tournament next Saturday (Nov. 14th at Blackberry Ridge Shelbyville). I couldn't have done any of this without you!
While I'm waiting...
by beth ann
Last August I started volunteering at First United Methodist Church in Jackson – A dear friend of mine called and asked if I would be interested in leading a small group within the youth group. My first thought…doubt. Was I ready for this? Was I ready to lead these girls- to help them grow- to guide them, when my walk with God had been so shaky- so inconsistent. How could I be an example when I struggled myself to grow with God?
Even with my doubt I began volunteering every Wednesday night, and before I knew it these girls opened up, began sharing with me, and trusting in me. I just fell in love with them! I began worrying about them, praying for them, wishing I could protect them from pain and sadness. I had thought I was placed as their leader to teach them, but what I soon realized was they were teaching me. Those beautiful girls had led me to work on my relationship with God, to awaken my soul, to reach a spiritual high and stay on it. With this growth and new church family I began thinking less of applying to school and more of applying for mission opportunities- something that had been on my mind and in my heart for a long time.
While I began researching the possibilities of missions in Africa- I still had doubt. I had doubt in not applying for graduate school, in not applying for jobs, in not figuring out my career options. I had doubt in abandoning what I thought I should do- what others expected me to do. For the first time I felt I was listening to God, but it can be difficult sometimes to follow a feeling.
I spent many months waiting. Waiting for acceptance, waiting for an assignment, then waiting for a departure date. In waiting I did become frustrated and discouraged. At one point my assignment changed, and it seemed as if things might not work out at all- for quite sometime. I had days where I laid in my bathroom floor crying- asking God what was I doing? If He wanted me to do this- why was it not easier? Why did I have to face so many obstacles? After a few weeks of feeling like giving up- I picked up a book called “Dangerous Wonder” and it seemed to be just what I needed to hear at that time (I recommend reading itJ) The author, Michael Yaconelli, was talking about having childlike faith in order to abandon everything and follow wonder, passion, and calling- even when its dangerous and risky. In this waiting period, I had learned a great deal. I learned the power of prayer. I learned to trust in God to work things out- on His time- not mine. Waiting had reminded me that serving God in Africa wasn’t at all about when and where I wanted to go. Waiting had reminded me that God never said it would be easy or free from obstacles. I am grateful for the obstacles and the waiting because from it came growth. Waiting allowed me to grow closer with God and better prepare me for the journey ahead.
I once heard “God doesn’t call the qualified- he qualifies the called.” I wasn’t qualified to lead those girls in a small group discussion no more than I am qualified to travel across the world to minister to the orphans of Uganda—but I was called. And I am confident He will qualify me.